Happy Friday! OR The Time I Decided I Love Myself

I think that I'm going to make this for my room this weekend. As if all of you aren't reminding me enough.

Today I was going through some old emails, searching for something specific, when I stumbled upon the ONLY email I have saved from a relationship from a few years ago. Of course years after the fact, I have built it up in my head to have been a relationship where all we did was fight in the parking lot, have drama, and definitely not have very much fun. In light of the phone call I received yesterday, it has put some things into perspective. For example, it is easy to remember yourself in a relationship and think "We didn't have very much fun, so I'm glad we broke up..." or whatever the reason. I just think that sometimes, relationships just don't work out and there isn't always a clear reason. You don't have to lie to yourself to make the reason that you broke up OK. After reading the previously mentioned email, I laughed and thought about how shocking it is that he and I didn't get married. Heck - it is shocking that I didn't marry a few of the guys that I have dated. Don't you think? After all my trips to meet up with boys in New York, in Cabo San Lucas, in London. I guess I just need to find the guy who is willing to make that crazy trip to San Francisco.

Of course this prompted me to look up some saved emails I have from other relationships that have ended and they all included phrases such as: I miss you so much; we used to have so much fun together, I still love you, etc.

I'm not sure what I said to them at the time, but here is my response from today:


Yeah you do, I am awesome.